Well , I guess I'm breaking a self - written rule here , but I had to. We all are in the hang of that freedom bug , but don't you worry. Give it a week and you will be back to normal. The Indian flag that is kept shared in the social media will disappear within a few hours. Its just a matter of time!
The benefit of getting run down by high fever is that it gives you a whole lot of time for introspection as well as retrospection. Call it the effect of sedatives , but I thought a lot today. Meaningless thoughts racing in my mind. And then there was this much more meaningful thoughts. There were thoughts I kept pushing back in my mind , because even thinking of it was painful. There were things nobody knew , but to my utter shock , the whole world around me go to know. There were thoughts which were close to my heart , and I kept hugging on it , like my own little secret. There were my little "midnight musings" which I had not thought for a long time. It was like emptying a colour can , you know? Every shade colored that teeny corner of my heart , but off lately I find it all in blue.
I thought about the person I was and the person I want to be. Then came the thoughts of "what could have been" . And there were things I wanted to change. Oh yes , there were regrets , a whole lot of it. There were instances where I want to go back in time and change. Then it would be a "thoughtless thought" , you know. But I have learnt. Most importantly , I have learnt from the alternatives and my current situation. I have learnt that there would be certain instances in your life , where you wish things could have happened differently. but emerging out of it you become a stronger version of yourself. You reach a point , where it doesn't matter to you what rest of the world thinks , but you start to have that belief in your self. And they tell me this belief within yourself can do miracles. It can even change the whole flow of your life. It can make things work in your way.
I have done mistakes. I have fallen. I'm going through one hell of my blue days. But guess what? I come out every single time as a person I never knew which existed within myself. And each time , I learn . And I guess that's what life is all about , right?
PS. Every single day I miss you.
You dot on my thoughts and there are times when I see you in front of me.
Be happy where ever you are.
You are immortal as you are always alive in my thoughts.
Love more and Smile Often..................
This is the midnight girl blacking out.............
The benefit of getting run down by high fever is that it gives you a whole lot of time for introspection as well as retrospection. Call it the effect of sedatives , but I thought a lot today. Meaningless thoughts racing in my mind. And then there was this much more meaningful thoughts. There were thoughts I kept pushing back in my mind , because even thinking of it was painful. There were things nobody knew , but to my utter shock , the whole world around me go to know. There were thoughts which were close to my heart , and I kept hugging on it , like my own little secret. There were my little "midnight musings" which I had not thought for a long time. It was like emptying a colour can , you know? Every shade colored that teeny corner of my heart , but off lately I find it all in blue.
I thought about the person I was and the person I want to be. Then came the thoughts of "what could have been" . And there were things I wanted to change. Oh yes , there were regrets , a whole lot of it. There were instances where I want to go back in time and change. Then it would be a "thoughtless thought" , you know. But I have learnt. Most importantly , I have learnt from the alternatives and my current situation. I have learnt that there would be certain instances in your life , where you wish things could have happened differently. but emerging out of it you become a stronger version of yourself. You reach a point , where it doesn't matter to you what rest of the world thinks , but you start to have that belief in your self. And they tell me this belief within yourself can do miracles. It can even change the whole flow of your life. It can make things work in your way.
I have done mistakes. I have fallen. I'm going through one hell of my blue days. But guess what? I come out every single time as a person I never knew which existed within myself. And each time , I learn . And I guess that's what life is all about , right?
PS. Every single day I miss you.
You dot on my thoughts and there are times when I see you in front of me.
Be happy where ever you are.
You are immortal as you are always alive in my thoughts.
Love more and Smile Often..................
This is the midnight girl blacking out.............
